Friday, April 14, 2006


My best friends Poetry



I walked through the gates rusted
Trespassed by us most of the times
Saw the trees without leaves but still strong
There still lies the name lists in the stem
My heart pulsated to see the bench
The Bench of ultimate joy ness
Yes, It was there still same and with a novelty
I sat and floated there with my thoughts
And it embraced me with same affection
I can still feel the sweet smell of gayness
Every bit in the ambience
Reeking jubilation all over the place
When all was going in my mind
I saw a book and I took it
Perusing through the pages
I suddenly felt I am not alone
To see my people by my side
All were there, rejuvenated
With the same cups in their hand
Again those revelry celebrations
And envious eyes
Happiness in every bit of my nerve
Brain bedraggled slowly into the chimerical yore
Sitting alone I closed the book
I beseeched god
"Turn the pages to the past"
There came a blare of light
Showing the Torn pages
The Days are gone forever
But forever, the days will be there
In my thoughts and in my dreams
And as I got up
Saw another man looking the bench wistfully.

-ashok.k


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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Sometimes its real hard for me writing poetries…I was talking to some of my folks in office….and I just told them I need a good place to write poetries…..rather it means a good mind to write one…at the end of it its all in the mind right…..
So the work and place where I am is not a problem I guess……its just that my mind needs to be the way it would be if I am in a calm cool place…..

Anyway I badly want to go for a trek or a vacation soon…..i don’t think I can do that this week with the kind of work I have at the domestic front….
May be the month end……
I think this time I am not gonna wait for any of my friends…..if they join me fine …..other wise I am on my own…..
Sometimes we become too dependant on our friends to enjoy and feel you cant exist without there company in a new place…..and I am gona break it this time….
Roaler Coaster Ride

I was just wondering what my life is all about…..Its just a Roller coaster ride…..probably every ones is….but I am able to exactly experience it ….. I have gone through a major bad patch in my life…..and I am sure now I am on the going up phase again….
Some relationships that has gone…..some new….Some gone better….Some went from bad to worse….
Some friends to add….Some friends to kill….
Things are better seen as “ its all for good”….. I see that way as well….. any other way I would be a real bad pessimist……
Sometimes when I was so down…. I Had all the opportunity to make some decisions which wouldn’t have been all that pleasant…..things like …. “I shouldn’t trust any one”…. “People are bad”……. “No relationship last for ever”…….Thank god I didn’t do that……
I promise you it was not all that difficult to get into that conditioning…….it would have been soothing to my ego as well than to take responsibility for what had happened…..
But it gives a tremendous satisfaction to know that I still the same person without new stories attached in my mind after the traumatic period of my life time…..
:-)……..
Now the Roller Coaster is moving up…….its good to know that It will anyway come down again…..so that you don’t take it as a shock or surprise when it comes down…….And when it comes down…..it goes UP as well…..for all those who think life isnt all that good.......this is what one of my friends say...THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY WHEN THINGS HIT THE ROCK BOTTOM!!!!! UP!!